Today was fantastic. Worship Experience with Pastor Andrew Yeo, next up LG at xuele’s house then BROUN cafe and timbre!
Talks were fantastic. Company even fabulous! Loved Lifegroup. Love the things we communicate and talk about. Love how honest we all are. Loved how we encouraged and share deep! Really excited for more of this! just cant get enough.
And…after today. It was a true deep recollections of thoughts. I finally shared sth that bugs my heart for a long time to someone. And the things he said came really comforting & i could felt it was so genuine.
On the other hand, whatever said made me had mixture emotions. Made me feel neither here nor there. Prolly dragged down by the lousy feeling. So many short-comings of mine needed to be changed. And so many things I realised abt myself today. I felt lousy; I felt I was so bad at it about why I can’t even bring up to that level.
Slapped inside out upside down hardly.
Suddenly, all came to light for me to see it so clearly.
Sleeping with mixture feelings & emotions. And i know my God is with me. I know His plans are always good for me. 
